Fervent prayer is not always
sufficient to release the answer we desire. So here is a photo of the person I've prayed for and also with, more than any other. Jane. And a picture of health she
looked, eating an organic cereal bar on a delightful country walk, also my
favourite environment for prayer. Although only 9 months before she passed on,
she was actually extremely fit and very healthy… apart from the secondary
cancer that was stubbornly filling her lungs. So I prayed a lot for her to be
healed. And so did she; alongside countless others across the world. She was
well loved by many. A woman of great faith, enough to reach to God for a
miracle of healing when Doctors simply pronounced a death sentence; so a few
years ago, we were in Florida, just returned from a wonderful Church meeting
and she wandered off in the scorching heat across the hotel car park, to make a
phone call back home. She needed to make a faith confession, that the Lord had
healed her after prayer. And he had. Yes a real undeniable miracle. Just not
the one we were looking for… the cancer remained; degeneration of her hips,
unsuccessfully treated with hospital physiotherapy was instantaneously healed
and normal mobility restored. She could walk through the countryside again
without serious discomfort. But she was still a cancer patient. So we prayed
some more, right up until she died. And then the Lord told me to let her go;
when all I wanted to do was pray for my long suffering wife to be raised from
the dead, and be restored to life and health… and me. My final blessing to her
unconscious and massively drugged body was a simple ‘bon-voyage’. I knew it was
her time. Time for her to be completely healed in the presence of the Lord, as
she entered eternity. And I was so very grateful for that understanding.
Yes, for me that is often the
missing ingredient in prayer. Understanding. I believe that God hears every
prayer and without exception responds, as only God can. Sometimes his answer is
no, at least not at this time, perhaps due to wrong motives or sin. At other times
he has a higher purpose than short term blessing. Like with Jane. But there are
times when the Lord answers the prayer of faith exactly as we ask and exactly
as we would hope. Those are special times, not just because of the answer, but
because we can know that we are close to God, praying according to his will and
purpose for our lives. And that is the key to successful prayer. Ok, patience
is often necessary as well. I want what I want, and I want it now! But the Lord’s
timing is perfect. Always. Some years ago I became too ill to work and the
first year was fine as my employers continued to partially pay my salary.
Savings dwindled and 27 months down the line my income stream nowhere near
approached our outgoings. Our two car lifestyle reduced to one, amongst many
other savings, and the time approached when a hard decision would be needed on
that. So no transport to church, shopping and all the rest of it loomed large.
And I have never ever been in debt; my budget always balances. So we prayed. Four
days before I would take my car off the road a letter came through the post. My
long appealed application for ill health retirement and pension was granted. I
finished work at age 47 and that was a real miracle of financial provision. And
financially perfect timing. Not so much with my nerves though!
Matthew 7:7 ‘Keep on asking,
and you will receive what you ask for. Keep on seeking, and you will find. Keep
on knocking, and the door will be opened to you.’ (NLT)
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